He talks about his childhood, education, devastated family and his own failed marriage…on the ashes of the burnt house where his father was killed, he bravely examines past. Locked deep emotions are difficult to wade through the roughened exterior. He seeks an answer to question of why he has to share his home with the dead. He speaks about a mother who has her happiness found in a new family. He finds consolation in a hopeless present, seeking consolation in a smaller gray future that still roams to his thoughts.